i feel so upset, so moody right now..
i cant get myself to bed even it is early in the morning.
my mind will non-stop thinking about it.
it makes me so annoying and i cant control over it.
friends, i need you all.
is it i'm too childish on my relationship?
is it i'm too over?
is it long-term relationship will not have a good ending?
should quit it?
if long-term relationship would not have a good ending, i will not choose to know you earlier.
i want be the last one who could get in a marriage status with you.
i take it serious to you, why why why??
why????
there are so many 'WHY' appears now, but i coundn't get an exactly answer.
i want to become mature and mature.
you scolding and scolding me, thought i'm so good bully by you is it?
you ask me don't disturb you again.
i just followed, i wont disturb.
but wat for you send message and calling me at the midnight?
i cant disturb you but you can disturb me?
i really lose confident on this relationship although my freinds seem that my relationship is perfect.
i don't have any confident to us.
i wont take you as my last one since many things had happened.
(moody)
it is 4years dy..
4years...how many memories take over the 4 years?
how many happiness and sadness that we passed through?
nothing else to say about us.
good night.
